
I'm angry without directions on how to use the anger. I hate the vulnerability my sex causes.. rebellion of this is rewarded with violence. I hate that I have sex that can be taken and is... I wish they all had to sit and hear our stories and watch us drag the bodies of our sisters along with us. Why can they have best female friends and separate that from the women walking by them on the street. If you demean one woman to an object.. then we all are.. it's that simple. I cannot enslave one black man on the grounds he is black and then claim it's a separate issue from racism can I? I'm sad because I'm not a girl anymore and can't keep lying to myself. The shitty thing about being a woman right now is the promise of freedom is lost. My lifetime will never see gender equality... I will have to drag these shitty chains all my fucking life... and I have to mourn that and keep moving.... and keep dragging these goddamn chains...Even though I was promised that I would see a time without them. .