The night she stood naked before me, she was shaking from the cold..
I tried not to look her in the eyes..
I did not want to see the nothing staring back at me
I could taste my regrets as they flowed from her skin onto my hands and into my mouth
She sucked the air from my lungs and I hung myself with the concept of her.
and just swung back..
and forth...

wishing it would be a quick and painless death