I can't pinpoint the moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. It has been an evoloution I guess. Two of the worst and best years of my life. I had never felt safe untill I met D. I had never found a man that could truly hold me and make all the noise stop. I did not believe in love, just lust and drama. I either worshipped or resented most men, I never imagined one person could move me like he does.

Last night I went to our bedroom hours after he had fallen asleep and I could not stop staring at him. It's odd when you realize a person has become an extension of yourself. He is my sanity personafied. It's strange to know I have love and acceptance regardless of what I do or how much of my guard I let down.