I'm sitting at this desk right now on this nasty overnight shift wondering when it all comes together. I think I have to finish this contract w/ work untill July 1st and then maybe worry less about money and career goals and more about art and happiness. How does one even start living up to their potential?? I think I gotta let go of pot for awhile. I think the 10+ years I have spent in a cloud of smoke have made me miss out on things. Woah.. Did I just admit that pot pretty much runs the show in my world? how funny is it that I realized this on 420? All I know is something has to change.