falling down but looking up
2005-11-21, 9:57 p.m.
Ahh.. having a complete crisis of faith. Walked away from everything last week. Walked away from the hectic job, the city hall offices, the work phones, the guest speaker shit.. I just walked away from social work... I don't owe anyone anything. I don't have to save anyone... I am starting a square one and it's scary, but I feel almost a strange calm in that fear. The last 5 years of my life down the drain. I want a shit job, like at second cup or a music store. I want to figure my life out, no more work, rush, make money shit.. I just walked away.....