I can't shake this. I don't feel strong anymore. I just can't get over this death. I don't want to talk about it, I know no one will say anything right. I know I will just get cliches about loss and mourning thrown at me. It's easier to just bottle it up, cry in the daytime when no one in home. I don't know how to fix this. I just feel so bored and sad all the time. Is it possible to hate living w/o wanting death? Life used to be fun, now I just sit at home, work, smoke pot and cry.
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