He rubbed my head today b/c i had a headache. He has a ulcer and he is worried about my allergies. I napped on and off on his lap while he watched TV over my snoring head on his legs. I think I could spend like forver with him. I never thought I'd find this. I could see marrige w/ him. In like two months I get to wake up next to him every morining and that is okay by me. I found that missing piece and it is the most incredible thing. I get to have a partner and a best friend. He is romantic w/o being wimpy, he makes me laugh but also engages me in conversation. We compliment each other well. I am happy...